2 hours

sometimes there are things on your chest that you have trouble expressing or a build of anger that you can't explain. around the time were people wouldn't really understand where you're coming from or if you get so angry that you can't control the tears then maybe you need to step away from the situation and take a break from the stress that keeps coming your way.sometimes it's hard for me to realize when i'm being overloaded because i have this addiction of helping and worrying about others.what most don't understand is that my request is more simple than it seems.i'm not asking for an whole day or a whole weekend, but just 2 hours to spend with my father.is it so bad to not want to feel like a stranger to your own parent? i'm not sure, but maybe my mind will clear itself up after i get away...sometimes people make situations way bigger than they are & maybe people would consider me that person, but oh well maybe i am...maybe i'm not...it wouldn't matter to me as long as i got my 2 hours.